I’m so completed with these human feelings.
I’ve my greater self continuously having to appropriate my behaviour .
I’m not break up persona, if that is what your pondering.
I’m a really gifted particular person. Who continuously fucks up.
It is like I’ve two sides however not as in the best way that may be a break up persona.
I’ve mild, and I’ve darkness. 40% mild 60% darkness.
The sunshine aspect of me, due to concern normally loses.
However I’m able to contact my greater self.
After I do I’ve readability, I’ve perception, every little thing simply feels proper!.
Factor is the darkness the concern of the (Unknown). It cripples me.
I do with out pondering. I say with out pondering.
I flip evil for that second and I simply do not care.
I do know I can get previous this however I would like somebody to assist.
I was a sort light soul.
I liked animals and all the time noticed the great in folks.
At all times helped folks and did not need something in return.
Then I met a boy. I married that boy. Now he’s my husband.
He broke me. He lied, manipulated, cheated, bashed, and disrespected me. That is over a 13 12 months interval. We’ve got three children collectively.I modified.
I do know that you simply all will say go away him. BUT…
In that 13 12 months interval he modified too. He tells me.
Aside from bashing me sometimes he says he’s a totally totally different man.
The bashing is as a result of for three years now I’ve accused him of dishonest with a coworker at work.
Anyway again to ascension.
I had 12 cloaked beings. They described them selves as masters from the sunshine. They spoke to me by means of another person. They informed me I used to be a starseed.
I already knew this. And that. They had been right here to assist me spiritually. And no matter I needed may very well be mine. All I needed to was ask!.
I requested to see Auras. Which I may do already however to not the extent that they confirmed me.
For three days every little thing was luminous. Every thing had a aura and all of it labored as one. The earth was one for these three days.
That is going again and eight years in the past. I am unable to keep in mind why it stopped.
I’ve been by means of a lot spiritually, mentally, bodily and emotionally. It could be too arduous to clarify however let’s me simply say.
I’m not the primary soul to have entered this physique.
I’ve had a soul change three instances and I’ve no reminiscence of my childhood.
I’ve had unfavorable darkish spirits/energies in me earlier than.
By chance and I do not assume all of them left. Therefore the darkish aspect of me.
I fuck up royally on a regular basis. Automobile accidents, issues break, telephones smash, electronics swap off or do not work. I emotionally abuse my husband for him dishonest on me.
I say and do issues with no care on the instances.
And once I snap again to actuality.
My greater self has to choose up the items and inform me what to do and to be quiet. And repair the destruction I’ve left behind.
I do know there’s extra to what meets the attention. On earth, this planet, this photo voltaic system, this galaxy, this universe and this dimension. I’ve seen it.
I’ve skilled it earlier than. However I used to be a differ individual then.
I need to press rewind. I am unable to say I want I by no means met my husband as a result of then I would not have my three little princesses.
Thanks for studying this I do know you’ll be able to in all probability see by the best way that is written that I’ve gone by means of a lot and there’s sooooooo rather more to inform however I am going to go away it right here.
Abstract: I need assistance reaching ascension. Have you ever completed it?
How did you do it? How did you conquer your concern? I’m a star seed and I’ve had a really traumatic life! That i’ve had three soul exchanges.
P.s what does it imply to have star mud sprinkled in your head earlier than beginning/life.